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i don't believe in acting upon impulse, that first impressions are final impressions and many other things. i don't allow myself to do alot of things, because i like the idea of always being in control of myself. eg. i don't drink, because i refuse to allow myself to make clouded judgements.

but now, here i am, wondering if that is what messed up my life. would things be better if i just acted upon my first instinct instead of logically trying to analyze the situation? there's no straight answer to that question. it depends on the situation, i guess.

anyway, i've always been shit at analyzing stuff.

and my first instinct is a liar.

it's a no-win situation!

POW!

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! (:

i spent nye with my family this year. trained it to city with my mum and lil bro and my dad met up with us for dinner after work. then we all trekked it to darling harbour to watch the 9 o'clock sesh fireworks. went home straight after and called grommit up at 12 before conking out soon after.

last year i remember writing a super long list of resolutions and well, i think the only one i achieved was growing my hair long HAHA. this time, i don't really have any resolutions or goals (besides getting my P's) cause well.. theres no point in setting goals you might not achieve. you just end up disappointing yourself. so i'm just gonna go with whatever 2010 brings.

2010, bring it!